The puddle isn't always deep!

Right now I am cursed with Michigan's never ending cycle of "the common Cold" it's only common because everyone gets it ALL THE TIME! Who knows, if it didn't spread faster than rabbits can procreate maybe it would be quite an atrocity! No matter what it could be, I sit here with tissues in hand, and a head full of dead end thoughts. So forgive me if this makes no sense. Life seems to catch me by suprise, almost all the time. It seems as if it were just minutes ago that I gained such amazing friends, and now... in a 9 days they graduate. Although I have put on the obviously sarcastic fissad of "YOUR LEAVING ME BEHIND IN LIFE" that is not how I feel. I may tease and poke and prod just to annoy my friend to no end, but I am glad they have this opportunity, NOW in this stage if their lives. If you would have asked me 2 months ago, I may have not answered because I was mad about it. The truth is I didn't want to be left behind, and I didn't want to be here, in this... allone. You see, I tend to judge my problems like one may judge a puddle. When you are about to walk through a rain puddle you may think or say alloud "That's gonna be just to the edge of my shoe, or up to my ankles" I judged my problems as "My life is going to fall apart" when another choice I had was "This is is God's hands" I have learned that I always judge the puddle as to deep, far, far to deep. I freak out and prepare myself to swim across the "Ocean" when in reality, me feet are barely wet, and my bare wet feet are cared for by the creator of all. I have learned that the puddle isn't always deep!